i think they're gonna make you start over (you don't wanna start over)

i want visions and wonders and signs. i want an omen. i want an oracle. i want predictions. i want prophecies. i want a purpose and a point. i don't have any of these things, and i don't know where to get them.

i am looking into a return to school. it is hard to convince myself that going back to school won't just make me broker and waste what little is left of my youth.

i was thinking, specifically, of graphic design. yes, i know what a bad idea that would be. my other option is medical transcription. it is not exactly a line of work which ennobles one's heart and stirs one's soul, medical transcription, but it would pay the bills.